welll..im here at my stepmoms house....this past few days have been great..i got to hang with ross who iss sooo freaking sweet ilu. and i met someone VERY special to me ;) but i dont feel like writing much. i just want to say thanks to those FEW people who make life worth living JENNIE she is my best friend in the world. she is my world. my one and only. my everything. i couldnt ask for better. i love her so much..more than anything and nothing will ever change that. NOTHING. not anyone not anything. i love u jennie. u make my life worth living. u are what i wake up for every morning. in your arms i feel safe and i feel at home. you are my best friend. my soulmate. i care for you more than myself i would do anything for u. i know u would do it for me. you will always have a place in my heart...because u are the only thing that keeps it beating. i have never felt like this about anyone. who cares what people think about us. i dont.

i love u more than anything

<3 britt

hhhhhmmmm im in a good mood now!! yay. we are going to look at new houses today which is awesome! a new start im sooo excited. and today my mom told me that after we sell the house we are going to CANCUN!! omg i am soooooooooo crazy excited. Im leaving for my aunts friday for Old Boys which will be amazing cuz i get to see my old buddy ross..i <3 him! today i had my physical and i cried like a baby cuz i didnt want the doctor to look?touch me...so i got my way and he had to do the whole touching me part with his eyes close hahahah. yeah. kayla i love u ..u are AMAZING :). i cant wait to hang out.  I also had to go to counseling which pissed me off. i dont like that guy AT ALL.. he tried to tell me that i have tantrums??!! i was like what the hell. jeeze. but i am really happy cuz me and my sis are getting along really good and i get to have my OWN ROOM!!! YAYAYAYAY okay well im going to play with my boo boo.

::xoxo:: |britttttany||

Well i found out that i am moving..and i am very mad..because we are staying in this damn town!! Things arent getting that much better...me and stef are back to talking which is great. I hate boys they are impossible!! fgkhfdjkdfhg i havent seen jen in awhile though and that makes me sad :(. i just love her so much and she is my best friend!! One of my best friends alex is moving and I am so sad! he is so amazing and i dont want to lose him..I guess things in life happen for a reason though. but the "love of my life" is no longer that..i am over him i dont care anymore i just dont. i am watching the addams family values movie..its great..i have to go call kevin back..people suck did u know that?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh xo

well I got back from our little getaway today..it wasnt even that fun. the only good thing was i got to see my cousin..man we just have fun together...o yeah and i talked to Trace..hahah what happened to our plans buddy?! well i decided that friends suck ass..well at least most of mine do..sorry guys but its true!!! I miss everyone...I feel so shitty! I dont know why all of this is happening to me. usually i am not the kind of person to complain about all of this stuff but its time for me to get this all out. I HATE EVERYONE! asdhgfjkshrjdfjhad. I just want to meet someone that actually cares about me! about my feelings, emotions,.. its not all about fucking kissing and shit! im soo pissed and AAAAHHHHH

harry i really do love u I am sorry for everything...evryone else go fuck urself

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well i just got back from jennies house today. i love her so much..prbly the best girl i have ever met. i miss her already.. she is just the only realy friend i have.  i cant wait to graduate and get a house downtown..our first party ..your alllll invited. this week was amazing.. so many good times. like jumping in a random pool and taking a pee..being lezbos..getting caught.. making chester touch himself..eating hot pockets::too many things to write down. I really needed this whole weekend to clear my head of all this stuff. expecially my dad. well i dont want to call him my dad he doesnt even act like him. i am just someone with his blood flowing through my veins. i really hate him for everything he has done to me. i cant trust guys because of all his lies and bullshit.

 Life just sucks sometimes...xo